Can't buy Ambition or Motivation

The past week has been an interesting one. Lets just start with Thursday. I thought of a business...


I love organizing, I love finding stuff, junk, anything for people. I decided as of Friday evening to be a Personal Shopper. Why the blog then? Well this past year was pretty uninspiring from January to March. In April I wanted to move and live in Miami, for love, for peace, for something else. April I met a guy and while its been great, I still needed motivation. Then in May I started trying new things, like "modeling" (basically being in front of  the camera) but I started to branch out and search for my passions. During this year and part of last year I realized I loved putting events together, I'm a great multi-tasker, I can see a mess and organize it, and overall I am a great person. 


The point of it all, look for motivation everywhere! When I stopped worrying about things that do not matter, I found myself and i'm still learning things about myself. When life becomes dull it's not anyone's job motivate you,  you can find motivation from a person but do not depend on that person. Take time to look around and discover what your skills and passions are. Ambition is another thing. You could really love writing but lack the ambition to become a successful writer. Set goals. Set a timeline and stick to it. Find a mentor, find a muse, live a little.  I will share my progress and even if things do not work out, remember at least you tried  


Here's Robin Thicke Dreamworld, don't be afraid to dream...

Death

Do we ever truly accept death?

From Single to Taken-Whats annoying me

I've been out of the "dating game" for a while, like 3 years to be exact. After my college relationship, I just causally dated. Anyone that knows me, knows i'm a random, spontaneous person. And getting into a full on, monogamous relationship was very random for me. It happened so fast like one day i'm single, I blink and then i'm taken. Now don't get me wrong i'm very happy but of course after a 3 year break, there are some things that annoy me.

1. Him Over worrying- . I do not eat all day every day. As soon as I say "Baby i'm not hungry or I'll just eat this jello cup (last night), he's gets upset. It's cute but annoying when we're on the phone and he may ask me what I want to eat and i say "I don't know" or "nothing". He thinks i'm purposely trying to starve myself. I can eat and for a vegetarian, i'm kind of thick. But since he's not use to a vegetarian diet, it seems like i'm starving myself. I can get full off of a bowl of cereal, toast, and orange juice.

I think Guys just worry too much about women's habits. No woman wants to be fat on purpose. I use portion control. If I eat a heavy breakfast, I won't eat a heavy dinner. If i'm not hungry I won't eat. I'm going to stop making it worse by saying " OMG baby I think i'm getting fat", that really doesn't help :-?

2. ME Over Worrying- Okay so yes i'm annoyed when he thinks i'm anorexic but I also get annoyed at the fact I worry so much about him. It's crazy to me that I could worry about a person who just 5 months ago, I did not know existed. I have no solution for myself on this one....

3. Getting Comfortable- Farting, do I need to say more....

4. TV- I am an avid tv watcher, I love the shows that I love. That includes Bad Girls Club, Basketball Wives (Miami and L.A), Mob Wives, Real House Wives, basically any show that involves women fighting and back biting each other. So of course when Basketball Wives is on and his show, Jersey Shore, is on we have to fuss about what show who is going to watch. And of course it depends on who's house we're over and how the other person's day went. I just want to watch my show.


This list may get bigger. As much as the above habits annoy's me, I love them. If he didn't worry, I would bitch about it. If we didn't watch tv together, that means that we're not spending time together or trying to figure out each other's interest. It's nice being taken.

Like Really?: Toddlers and Tiaras

Toddlers and Tiara's has been out for what, over a year now. And I can honestly say I hated it from its premiere commercials showing the toddlers with bad makeup and horrible costumes smiling and getting prepare for a pageants.

I'll admit, growing up the world of beauty pageant's did  intrigue me. Seeing girls my age use makeup and wear beautiful dresses and have their hair dyed (something my mother did not allow..even to this day) was amazing to me. And my heart even raced a bit when I use to get those classic Audition postcards for Donald Trump's pageants, then it stopped when I found out everyone got those cards lol.

To be clear i've never watch a complete episode of the show. The previews alone make me sick. They remind me of the girls in class who moms thought it would be cute to let them wear makeup ALL the time and dress "too grown" for their age. What are they doing now? Being hoes, having babies by multiple men, on Maury, catching STDs, never feeling truly loved. Those girls on the show are beyond spoiled and they do not have a real grip on life and what it feels like to be a child. When they become adults, they will always want to relive their childhood and teenage years through some asshole with a nice car that will show them attention when they are in causal clothes.

With age comes knowlege and with knowledge comes responisbility.  In my short 20 something years of living, i've seen and been through some things to make me think this show, that glorifies little girls dressing like grown ass women, should be banned. I've had men on the street just kiss me, boys my age touching me inappropriately, not to mention the bad stuff that is always on the news. It scares me to think that a pedophile is watching the show getting his rocks off from the girls who dress like prostitutes and wear fake ass/tits. The sad part is, it will not be the kids on the show that will be victims are these sick crimes, it will be a neighbors child, the pedophiles niece or nephew, etc. It's just sickening and hurtful to victims of molestation and child abuse to see parents allowing their child to be put out on front street like whores.



Go do a pedophile search in your community and see how many sickos live near you. Then do a search near where these girls are. Scary right?